Can't think....

I know i know.. I still haven't update my blog as i promised.. Soon.. Really.. Can't think right now.. The only thing I can think of is graduation this thursday!! Hope to see all of you there!! Lets make it a day to remember!!

A New Year, A New Beginning...

2008...

It is just a...

different year..

different last number..

different in amount..

What is so great about it?


Well... Let me tell you..
It may not be great, some might not be looking forward to it, but to me it is a new beginning.. It is a totally new chapter of my life where I am joining the workforce this year.. Gosh! That made me sound so old.. But remember guys, I am only 21 years old ok.. Just in case anybody forgets about it.. :D

Anyway, first thing first.. I would like to apologize, from the bottom of my heart of course, for not updating my blog.. I know, I know.. I am truly sorry.. So many things had happened and I admit I totally forgot that my blog even exist until my dear friend SR reminded me about it.. Thanks girl.. I'll promise to recap in the next entry as much as I can remember of what happened the previous year.. I know it was my best year in university of all.. We did have fun and truly enjoyed our final year.. Thanks to all those who made it happened, especially my two darling friends, SR and SC.. Activities after my final semester was great as well, but I shall not get into so much detail now.. You just have to wait for the next update.. Hehe.. *evil grin*

Back to year 2008...

Chapter 1 (January)...

New year was great.. I celebrated my new year in Penang (QE2).. It was a great place, with a bunch of people that I barely know except my Hubby and DC.. Even though I don't know most of them, but the crowd was great.. DC's friends were great too.. So many of them and I was too dizzy to remember everyone of them.. For your information, that was the first time I went clubbing in Malaysia.. See.. I am a good girl people.. :P Hahaha.. QE2 played "House music".. It was ok i guess.. The only thing lacking is the dance floor.. That is the first time I heard a club without a dance floor.. Weird.. Don't you think so?? But a group of guys, who trashed the club around 15 mins before the countdown was a total surprise.. Nobody was injured of course.. Don't worry.. The only thing they did was destroying the bar, tables, chairs and other properties.. Not the whole club, just the entrance and one third of the ground floor.. Everything was good after that.. We managed to see fireworks, and they gave gooddie bags.. Weee.. I got my first "light up shot glass".. Plastic of course.. You can hang it around your neck.. :) My Hubby got totally high of course but we (me and his friend) managed to bring us back to his place safely.. I was a great co-driver.. Hehehe.. I know.. Praised myself too much.. But this is my chapter, so I am not committing any crime.. :P.. That is all for new year..

Life goes on well after that, until I got a job offer from Prudential.. It made me crazy thinking about it.. However, I had no choice but to reject it.. Family reason.. Something like why did you waste 3 years doing accounting degree anyway.. So, yeah.. That's about that..

Now I am currently doing nothing at home.. No money.. Parents cut off allowance starting this month.. I am going to die.. I had spent so much on holiday.. They are trying to make me suffer.. *sigh* I must find job.. I might go to KPMG.. That is not official until I get the offer letter.. So now, wait until Monday.. That is the only hope I have to keep me alive..

As of now, I am jobless, unemployed and bored.. My sister's holiday ends this Sunday.. I'll be bored to death after this.. Gosh! What a way to start my new life..

Logging off now.. I will think over of what happened last year and put up the update soon..

Mwuax! Love all of my family and friends.. Missing all of my friends of course, no matter where you are.. Take care.. Hope to see at least some of you soon..

Owh ya.. Congratulations to all my friends who are employed.. I am proud of ya!! :D

The Most Meaningful Moment of All...

Our relationship is at the best moment now.. Even better than the first 3 months.. I can't describe my love to you anymore.. It is too much until can never be describe in words..

You may not find anything interesting about this but for me, it was so meaningful..

The Ice Hockey Tournament...

I was so looking forward for the day to come.. I know I would make my hubby so happy when I'm there at all time to support him.. So I decided that I will try my best to attend both days of his tournament, which is on Thursday and Friday..

Thursday..
Hubby picked me up straight after my classes.. I don't mind sacrificing on not attending meeting and yoga class.. This is once in a year.. It would mean a lot to him if I'm there to support.. The first game was against Indonesia.. They are good.. Hubby's team was a little off at the beginning but the fought well after that, even though they lost.. Second match was against the other ISAM team.. Of coz hubby's team won.. Weee.. Hubby sent me back after the game.. I reached home before 12am..

Friday..
I told hubby that I can only attend the dinner that night, since I wanted to accompany mummy to pick my sister up from Cyberjaya.. However, on thursday night itself, mummy told me that my sister is not planning to come back home.. She got some stuff to do there.. Therefore, I took the opportunity to ask her permission to go watch my hubby play straight away after class.. His tournament starts at 12pm and my class ends around 12.30pm.. I was so happy after getting the permission..

The next morning, I asked Sheau Ruh whether she could send me to Pyramid, and she agreed.. I did not tell hubby about this.. I wanted to surprise him.. He was so happy to see me and I am really glad about it.. His team got third place.. That is not so bad after all.. I really hate 1 of the team.. Its called the "Wildcats". It is a Malaysian team though.. They are good but they are evil at the same time.. During the game with hubby's team, they stepped on one of hubby's teammate, and he was sent to the hospital.. I think his ankle is broken.. 3 guys stepping on 1 guy.. How cruel is that? I really hate them from then on.. When Wildcats go against Indonesian's team, the Indonesian team's goal keeper were hospitalised too.. Another player got hit in the same match.. There was a big fight.. End up, the Indonesian team back out from final match.. They didn't want anymore players to get injured..

We had dinner at Sunway Lagoon Club.. Nice place.. Hubby was so sweet to pay for me, since he wanted me to be there with him.. I reached home around 12am and play Torncity! We had chaining that night.. Overall, I was so happy both days.. It was not only because I was there to watch my hubby play, but also because I can see it in my hubby's eyes, how happy he was to see me there on both days.. I am so glad that I can make him so happy..

p/s: this entry is for my memory.. Don't think otherwise.. Hahaha..

Last Sememster..

Finally..! This is my last semester.. Around 3 months time, I will graduate as a degree holder.. I really can't wait.. But for now, I have to study hard..

First week was a hectic one.. 3 days of Paralympics event.. We were trying to collect money for the paralympics.. On Wednesday itself, I had my bowling MAPCU tournament.. It was a 2 days event.. Disaster.. There goes my 1st week.. Classes was still not so bad.. Only lectures.. Daddy's birthday was one Saturday but we celebrated on Sunday..

Second week.. Classes as usual.. Tutorials began.. This semester subjects are definitely tougher than the previous semester.. No doubt about that.. We have a lot of assignment to deal with.. We had KPMG trip on the last day of the week.. It was a nice one.. I manage to meet again with my senior, but too bad, most of my friends were on outside duty that day..

Third week.. The lectures are getting tougher by the day.. Geez.. I'm starting to dislike accounting.. Hahaha.. Why did i choose this major at the first place? I wonder.. We went to University Malaya on Saturday.. CPA conference.. It was boring except for the speech by one of the KPMG's partner, regarding corporate governance.. My research assignment partner said that she wanted to do the assignment alone.. She can't even provide me the reason for it.. Just let it be.. I don't have the heart to work with the person who does not want to work with me, even if I was forced to..

Fourth week.. Monday was busy.. We had a fundraising activity by the SCSC club.. It was great.. I made muffins.. Bad sale.. Haha.. But donuts was good.. Hopefully we are able to get the Big Apple for our next fundraising activity.. I submitted my draft for Auditing assignment.. Gosh! It was terrible.. The lecturer dislikes most of the parts except my validity of conclusion (which is the critique part)..

This coming week is holiday!! I'll be staying at home, i guess.. I have been going out a lot lately, and my parents don't really like that.. I wonder whether I'm still able to go out to celebrate Sheau Ruh's birthday and Merdeka.. Its our 50th anniversary! Happy 50th independence Malaysia!!

The results..

I know.. It has been more then a month.. My fault.. Sorry..

Well.. Lets start updating now.. I'll try to post everything that I can remember..

Exam results news..
It was good.. Thank God! I was so happy.. Thanks to my parents and friends for the wonderful support.. "I sound like giving a speech." Hehe.. But I can never thank my hubby enough for forcing me to study.. Even though I did not study that hard, he kept on reminding me how happy it would be for him if I can get good results.. So I did it to make my family and him happy.. And they were happy about the news.. Congratulations to all my friends too.. You all did a good job.. Come on! Last semester!

Hand surgery news..
Its good too.. It was a success.. It will recover too.. But it will take quite sometime to heal.. I just have to make sure to massage it consistently.

Bowling in MAPCU..
I did not play well.. What a disaster.. That is the result of not practicing enough.. Haih.. Owh well, 2 silver medal is good enough for my last year.. :D

Next post coming up.. Be right back..

2 Nigthmares down.. 2 more to go..

Hey guys.. I am deeply sorry about the late updates.. I couldn't type after the operation.. And I wanted to spend my few days of holiday before the operation.. That is why no updates.. I barely online anyway.. I'll tell you in details about it..

First nigthmare was exams.. Its finally over after my last paper on the 26th of Jun.. Gosh! What a scary semester i had.. Exam papers was tough, maybe not to some of you, but for me, every single one of them were killing me.. But its over.. There is nothing that I can do to change it.. Just have to wait for the results, which is coming out on the 16th of July.. Good luck to all my VU friends! May you all pass with flying colours..

After exam was great.. We went to watch Fantastic 4.. It was superb! Loved it loads.. Enjoyed dinner too.. We lepak at night! Finally! Even though not so late though..

My last few days before the operations was enjoyable.. Had fun at Shon's friend's barbeque on saturday night.. On Sunday, went to Marcus house for his 21st celebration.. His cousins definitely light up the whole party.. My hubby was called "girl girl" since they said he wore earrings.. Funny and cute.. Hahaha.. Well, that was the last day of happiness before the next nightmare..

Operation! Shon came over early that morning around 6am.. We had to leave home by 6.15am because registration at 7am, and he wanted to follow.. It was sweet of him to be there for me.. My whole family was there, even my dad took leave.. That surprised every one of us.. Reached there early but I couldn't eat.. Had to fast since the day before by 12am, but I started fasting from the last meal I ate at Marcus's house (the birthday cake).. Haha.. I changed and went into the operation room around 9.30am.. That was the first time I saw Shon's face so worried.. He just stood by the window and watched me being pushed away by the nurses.. Operation took around 1 hour plus.. It was hell.. They couldn't find my blood vessel to insert water into my body.. They had to poke the needle 5 times, in different places before they finally found it.. It hurts but i can't do anything about it.. They can only say sorry anyway.. Besides that, the doctors found it difficult for them to find pain killers since I'm allergic to it.. They even wanted to give morphine, but it was too strong.. Gosh! I'm so difficult to handle.. Even the doctors and nurses said so.. Haha.. Once I woke up, I couldn't stop crying because it was too painful, and they had to give me another bius.. That was the only thing they can give me and I had to stand the pain.. What choice have I got? I was discharged late afternoon and had lunch at home.. I am not a fan of hospital foods of course.. However, i was touched and greatly appreciate the acts of my family and my hubby.. I couldn't do it without their help.. Thank you so much! I love all of you..

Next few days was sleepless and boring.. I had to stay home no matter what.. They told me to stay in bed, but you all know me right? I can't sit still.. :D Luckily my sister and Shon was there every single day to accompany me.. Thank god! If not, I'll be bored to death.. I was able to get out from house for a while on friday because of the bowling selection.. I felt so useless for that 1 week plus as I can't do or help on anything.. At night, couldn't sleep since it was so pain, even after taking panadols.. Haih..

Anyway, I am slowly recovering now, and today I'm finally able to type, but super slow.. Hate it! (By the way, the CIMA work was typed by Shon but the essay was read and amended by me of course).. I'm so sorry you guys.. I didn't help at all.. So so sorry..

Yesterday, manage to start the team on first MAPCU training.. I'll join next week ok? If I'm capable to do it of course.. Poster for next week induction week is done, trial run for Paralympics also over.. Next week is going to be a busy week for me.. And the week after that.. And the week after that.. I think I'm all booked up until beginning of August.. Geez.. What a way to spend my last few days of holidays.. When I finally get the chance again, it all slipped away.. Haih.. Practically every single day I have to be in college, until the day classes commence..

Owh well, I don't have much choice.. I have to do what I am supposed to do.. Its my responsibility anyway.. Final check.. (Meetings, clinic, briefing, induction day, Paralympic event and MAPCU).. There goes my last week of holiday and my first week of classes.. Everyday is fully occupied.. And from what I heard, the following week will be trip and charty event by the SCSC.. Another busy week.. When is this ever going to end? I wonder..

Anyway, this Monday is the scariest day of all.. Its the day that exam results will be out and my hand check up.. They are going to remove the stitches.. Definitely need physiotheraphy since my hand movement is again restricted.. Luckily not as bad as 3 years ago though.. Besides that, I hoped that my exam results is not so bad..

Owh ya.. I still haven't gone out with my bestfriend and my school friends.. Don't worry.. I will before i my new semester commence.. Promise! Even the movie Harry Potter I have yet to watch.. So much to do but so little time.. Guess this is the time I have to practice my time management..

Hey.. I got to go now.. My hands are getting tired and painful.. Must not force it too much i guess.. I'll see all my VU friends back in university.. Our last semester! I can't wait! I know it will be the most difficult, but, we shall make it the best semester of all, ok? To my other friends.. Keep in touch ok? We can definitely chat online.. Tata! Muax! I love every single one of you.. Hugz!



Extra Special:
To the one I love the most.. I know you won't be able to read all this, but I just want to say that I really appreciate the things that you have done for me for the past 3 weeks.. No one have ever done this and I couldn't thank you more.. You really did proof yourself.. And now you should never say that you don't deserve my love.. In return, I will make sure that your wish will come true. I'll try no matter how hard it is going to be.. *you guys can never know what it is until the day the wish has been fulfilled.. you can guess but can never get the answer from us, even though your guess it correct.. Haha*
I love you so much sweetheart, and forever will be..

3 Weeks of Stress

I just realised that I never post anything up for more than half a month.. Gosh! I don't online much lately.. Now I will.. :D Anyway, lets start.. I'll try to remember as much as I can of all the things that had happened since my last post..

First news, my family.. My sister has gone to Gopeng (Perak) to do her matriculation. She was happy at first but not anymore.. I wonder what my mom will do about it.. She was thinking of bringing her back and just put her in Sunway or Taylors to study.. Hmm.. We shall find out more about that later..

Secondly, my love life.. Its going great lately.. We talked a lot and sort things out, since our last incident at One Utama (all my friends who were there should know what happened).. I'll play my part and so will him.. We finally gained back each other's trust and back on the same pace.. We realised that we do love each other so much and need each other.. I am happy now.. So is him.. *Details of the things that we did are highly confidential* Hahaha.. But please you guys, don't start thinking nonsense things.. I am a very good girl ok.. :P

Next, studies. I have just finished my first paper.. Corporate Accounting.. Geez.. I couldn't do some of the part.. Die! Just have to hope for the best.. Now, I still have 3 more papers to go, but i haven't touch on 2 subjects yet.. That 1 subject also going at a slow pace.. Gosh! I must stay focus!

Finally, extra activities.. I have been going out a lot lately, when i was supposed to be studying.. Haha.. Naugthy girl, aren't I? Well, I'm trying to practice my bowling.. Don't want to play badly during the MAPCU tournament next month.. New addicts, "snooker".. Shon teaching me currently, and I think it is nicer than "pool", but harder.. I'll practice more then.. :D

Well, that is all I can think of for now.. I will post some more if I miss out anything.. By the way, for your information, I am going for an operation to remove the metal plate in my left arm.. 2nd of July.. Wish me luck people! Good luck to all of you in your exams!! Do well and make everyone proud ok?? Miss all of you loads.. I will keep in touch as soon as I finish my exams.. Promise! Muax! Toodles!

You betray my trust..

I am heartbroken.. Whatever happened yesterday has painted a dark mark in my heart.. It will remain forever unless you have a way to erase..

It has been a long time

Wow! It has been a very long time since my first entry.. Geez.. I'm just too busy I guess.. There are a lot of things on my mind.. Assignments.. Final exams.. Bowling.. SCSC.. Family.. And my relationship.. My relationship is falling apart lately.. I don't know whether I can still save it.. Why am I so stupid to ruin it?? Do you think I am able to save it?? Do I have the strength to make it happen?? I myself can't even answer those questions.. Why do I hurt him at the first place??

The weird part was, he is still giving me chances.. He said he is willing to give me all the time I want to think carefully and get a hold of myself.. I totally blank.. I thought it is best that we end the relationship as I don't want to hurt him further.. I made him worried and sad practically everyday of his life lately.. My health condition on the other hand is really unstable.. That really made him really worried about me.. Haih.. When can I stop making him worry?? How do I stop making him sad?? I really don't know what to do..

Assignments are going smoothly.. A bit of difficulties here and there but can still manage.. Extra activities is killing me at times but I guess I can still handle it.. Final exams.. I haven't even think off studying yet.. Gosh! I'm going to be dead soon because of thinking too much.. Well.. Until next time then..

Owh ya.. Thanks to El n Amer for the wonderful advice.. Wow! This is the first time i actually open up to my 2nd bestfriend.. Hehe.. First time I feel that you care about me.. Mwuakx! Love ya.. To El.. I just read your blog.. It managed to cheer me up further.. Funny!