August...

4th of August...

The day it all ended and started.. Had an argument with Sayang before berbuka together.. It turned out ok after dinner and talk.. So I assumed things will get better after this.. Slow but better.. However, at 10pm, Sayang suddenly changed.. He was talking about not being able to accept me at all anymore.. Its the end.. But I could not accept it.. I had to do something.. He won't answer my calls.. So I went all the way to his house and threatened to stay outside all night or until he talks to me face to face.. He was out but came back with a really angry face.. We argued but I didn't cry.. For the first time.. I had no choice because I have to tell him what I want.. After awhile, he finally cool down and we hugged.. It was the best hug I have ever had.. I wouldn't want to be anywhere else but in his arms.. I was so sorry.. I would not want to lose him again.. Anymore! Things got a lot better after that.. Even if something happened along the way, I don't mind, for as long as I have my Sayang..

Weekend was packed.. Cleaned up and wash some clothes.. I break fasting with my parents. Sis was not around as se had a charity event to attend.. I went shopping wit Sis on Sunday for about 2 hours before heading to Restaurant Puteri in Kg Sungai Penchala with Sayang.. That night I break fasting with Sayang's family (his Mom, Brothers, Sister, Cousins and Friends).. We met Erra Fazira there.. She was so tall and beautiful.. Her kid was so cute!

Monday.. 8th August.. MC.. I went to see doctor early morning before heading to Empire Subang for facial appointment at 1pm.. I stopped at Cotton On for some shopping.. After facial, I went straight to Sayang's place.. We were supposed to break fast together.. Just the two of us.. And we did.. It was great.. I missed spending time with him..

Wednesday.. I went to Yang's house for Terawikh and Tahlil.. Her dad just passed away on Monday (8th August).. So many SU's student there.. However, I did not have the energy to talk to everybody.. So sorry.. I didn't mean to do that.. I was just exhausted.. I will make it up next time..

Tonight.. I was supposed to go for early sahur with Sayang.. Kuey Tiaw Mali!! I like.. I wonder whether the plan will proceed as he has dinner with his old company colleagues.. I am sure it will take long.. A lot of things to talk about, I'm sure.. Well.. I just have to wait then.. If not, next time I guess..